Happy New Year!! ~~

Happy birthday Junsu :) <-- to be honest I though he was older than 22

Let's do better this year than the last :)

Wahhhh~~~ Today had such a nice weather :)

I wonder how Jenny's weather's been. Good??

I wanna sleep more~~ too lazy to gain consciousness!! But I'm thankful for it :) :)

prompt 7**

This year she wasn't thankful for everyone's presence.

whoa it's the 7** prompt, meaning I haven't written at ** for a long time 0.0 Finally began writing again :)

This year she wasn’t thankful for everyone’s presence.

She used to spend millions of days, thousands of weeks and hundreds of months yearning for someone’s company.

She used to always think of coincidental incidents that might lead to a ‘surprise’ collision between others and her path.

Her life used to be like a copy of the MX, free for all to read, but once the news were made known and the crosswords has been completed she was left to be skimmed or stared at by another stranger.

She hoped that one day, that a train passenger might unknowingly pick her up and take her home.

The flickering lights of the dim streets along with the wrath of the summer heat that brought the foul stench of the sewerage above the ground was just not a part of fortunate kid’s way of life but to her it was ‘home’.

To others she’s known simply as a beggar, a junkie, a hobo, a homeless person or a street dweller. No one knew her name; no one made the effort to find out either.

She only knows herself as what society knows her and she doesn’t bother to add onto that, since every action or appeal she does is always denigrated by the public.

Year after year she sees people like her go to waste, not that they’re of any use anyway, when she see’s the great talent of some of her kind, and she can’t help but feel angered and hate the ignorance of those around her.

Yellow has never stood out so much.

Got lost yesterday, never had a better day.

Cravings

I wanntt Omurice T.T

I want Dukboki T.T

I want Shiroi Koibito cookies T.T

オムライスとヅクボキと白い恋人コーキを食べたいです。＞＜”

I forgot to post this last week (cough*cough* --> got lazy). 

Well last Sunday I went to a small wedding, I gotta admit that I was sorta of hyped up that day - I think it was the cold wind that made be hyper! 

Well outside where we went there was this house, not just any ordinary houses that you usually see but a REALLY REALLY REALLY NICE HOUSE.

I named it 'The Harry Potter House' but it doesn't really looks like Hogwarts or anything, it just seems...magical!!

You have to see it to believe me I guess. 

Also last week I felt like 7 year old me again :) I realized after many years that it feels good to not be too passive. 

I'm gonna look for the house now. 

ciao ciao 

trying to choose subjects for next year. !~ Very CONFUSING and sad to think that school years are almost ever. MUST MAKE THE MOST OF IT !!~ Anyways, back to choosing subjects . XD

Day 1        

みんな、こんばんは

ひさしぶりですね！

のち手がみを書きます。でも今あたしはねむいです。

じゃ、じゃね。

Today

Today, I realized that the best present someone can give another (or me to be more precise) cannot be bought, made or said. 

It's something thats formed early on, then strengthens as time passes. 

In saying that, it's not really a gift; it's goes along the lines of unconditional love. 

I hope to achieve it in the future, but right now I don't think I have it yet. I did have it. 

I watched Harry Potter and the half-blood prince!! It isnt quite the stand out that the trailer makes it out to be but the characters were pretty funny.

Pretty sad though that Fred and George wasnt in the school anymore (Funniest two in the entire movie)But hey, Ron was quite the joker himself and Harry surprised me with his comedian side.

When Dumbledore died it wasnt depressing at all. Nobody practically cried in the cinema im guessing because it was so un-emotional. I really prefer the old Dumbledore who played in the first and second movie than this new dumbledore. His actions are too rough for Dumbledore who i personally imagined to be more wise and gentle along with his white beard. :D
SO, lets just all hope that the final movie will be better than this!!

Need to do humanities now. Its gonna be a long day !~
AND HEADS UP!! Monday starts with a Day 1

random blah

It's so cold today.

Got addicted to Mario Karts, can't study bio anymore.

Anyways i was looking through my files and found this:

When I can't sleep...

I think of anything,

Everything

I think of the vague,

The narrow

And the misunderstood

hmm doesn't sound like me huh?

random blah + Merlin

'To the windowwww, to the wall(to the wall), till the sweat drop down my b...'

The proposal was actually a good movie ;) watch it.

OMG Merlin exclusive tonight, I had trouble trying to decide between Merlin and church...but then I was reading at lj and the Merlin behind the scenes tonight's actually new and it has things from season 2, SEASON 2.
I reckon season two would've been great without the whole romance thing between Arthur and Gwen ==" I'll just try to ignore that bit when I watch season 2.

Not gonna go church today, I chose Merlin...I'll make up to it somewhere this week :) (probably won't)

Bio sac next week, have to study niches ==" have to remember my definition for it.

4minute's hot issue is addictive, a little too addictive lol

MERLIN!!!

Just to let everyone know, in season two of Merlin Gwen/Guineverre marries Arthur :) did I spoil it for you?

Yeah i know it sucks ==" why can't he just marry Morgana instead? why? ahhh I hate the tale of King Arthur.

Modred is evil too; but the series is so messed up right now ==" Nimueh is meant to be Lancelot's foster mother but she acts as the evil witch-thingy...

I'm diasspointed, why does Arthur have to marry Gwen? (she's also meant to have an affair with Lancelot)

I guess I'm not gonna watch season two of merlin now, I was looking forward to it though.

Decision making and blah cos I'm sad ;)

Ahh, I feel sad tonight.

I don't know why and how I can get this sad so easily, a couple of hours ago I was so happy.

I think that in today's modern world, emotions don't matter much in conversations. Maybe thats why many people suicide because it's easier to express themselves through action than in words. Letting go is best and we should all learn how to do that, I myself am learning but what I'm trying to let go...that I don't know. Yet. Maybe I'll never know.

I don't know what I'm trying to achieve right now and I can't foretell the future neither so I don't know if I'm ever going to achieve it-anything.

I was initially going to say that I'm no longer a primadonna, what a stupid thing to say when I was never one. I hope Seung hyun's happy.

Fake happiness makes me feel sick; I hate it when people smile or talk to me without meaning what they say, they only say it for the sake of saying something.

Looking forward to Friday, Joyce + Julie + Hang - you know I love you ;)

Weekend goes by so fast. X(
Just finished humanities homework about World War I which took forever to do.
Simply wanted to give a heads up that its Day 1 tomorrow.. (:

sick

Sick.

It takes so much energy to do the smallest things when you're sick.

Everyone's so loud; it's annoying.
Annoying but comforting.

Please take care of yourselves.

i'm back!~
After much studying for exams and everything i feel so relaxed now. A new semester is starting too. It feels weird though because we're starting it earlier than usual. New teachers and new subjects too.

Just went to a wedding yesterday for the entire day. It was freezing cold and i had to wear a dress. -_-" it was fun though because of the party poppers. People were drunk too which was really strange since i was sitting at the table surrounded by my cousins and this really is the only major wedding attendance i remember of. The groom's relatives were dancing very strangely. Hard not to look really. But, there was the wedding music and they made fake clouds on the ground when the bride and groom danced. Looked so COOL!!!~ HAHA now i'm blabbing about nonsense.
:)

SS$#$@ =="

OMG ==" JHVJHVHVVUCFGC AHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~ and i thought i was free ==" 

EXAMS!!

Two exams finally over, one more to go~~ 

I'll study hard!! :) 

English post ;) lol 

On friday I realized that I was actually sick, I think I've got the flu but not the swine flu! phew! 

Being sick is really annoying, I can't even keep my eyes open for more than a couple of hours without it tearing ==" maybe it's not because of the flu, I think it's because I've been staring at this screen for too long! 

I'm currently doing art right now; today went something like this: 

- Chapter five, autotrophs & heterotrophs + photosynthesis phases notes 

- Digestive system notes (second time writing it ==") 

- Circulatory system notes 

- Respiratory system notes 

- Urinary system notes 

Found what they all have in common yet? Yes, yes they're all part of a subject we like to call Biology. Tomorrow I'll be finishing my eulogies for Romeo and Juliet, at last!

I'm craving for something sweet right now, so imma go find something. 

Bye now :)

been awhile since i last wrote. : )
Well, its simply because of the extremely full and packed few weeks ahead of me. Sacs, exams, tests and assignments.. you name it.
Yesterday, i went shopping for a dress for my cousins wedding which is sometime in June after the exams. (thankfully) Not quite looking forward to it because of all the traditional things involved but i think this will be the first wedding i will actually remember of. HAHA. Its basically, from what i heard of, eating at the brides house and then moving to the groom's house and yada yada... Because of this, i had to spend an entire day going shopping with my sisters for 2 dresses. One for the day events and the other for the night events.. Shopping was quite a drag especially since we went as far as East land and Nox something to purchase the clothes. OH WELLS!~~~
pretty short but dad's calling to eat dinner.!! HAHA..
Tsk Tsk..

よおお〜〜

チッミです！

みんな元気ですか？あたし元気です。週末にしゅくだいをしますた、たくさんしゅくだい。

日本をいったい〜かんごくも。友だちとうみへいったいでも天気はべんりじゃない。

チナちゃんのトプテンうたはおもしろいね、一二三四はおもしろい、好きも。

友だちのたんじょうびに水曜日です。ケーキをすかえません、テストをべんきょうします。

オリビアちゃんごめんね。

みんあおやすみ。

So, im feeling bored and decided to list the MOST GREATEST SONGS that i absolutely adore. XD
It ranges from Korean to English to Chinese. Nice variety right? LOL. anyways heres the list in no particular order...
~ Varsity- Let her go
~Se7en- Girls
~ Plain White T's- 1,2,3,4 <--- (really, really smart lyrics!!!)
~T' with as one- My Girl
~VJ- Not brave Enough
~Sentury- If it was me
~Elva- Jing Xing shi
~Super Junior- One love
~V.O.S- Beautiful life
~Anson Hu- Waiting for you

AND there you have it... It took much longer to find and list than the amount of time it takes to read it. :/
signing off now.. ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMM!~

こんばんみんな、

今日、ケーキをつかいました。ケーキはバニラフライヴァです。おいしいなケーキ、でもきれいじゃない？　えとお。。。いま、あたしの気もちはいいじゃないです。

ケーキが好きじゃないよ！でも友だちはケーキがすきですだからたしケーキをつかいました。　

きのう一時にねませんでした、今ねたい〜

あした雨をふります。よく天気はべんりじゃないですね。　＝＝”

たくさんしゅくだいをもらいまひた＝＝”　ケーキよりしゅくだいのほが好きです。

ケーキはたいへんですね。　

今ケーキが大きらいです。

みんな、お休み〜

Bloggie ~~ 7/05/09

Here i am writing my very first post. (much awaited too) XD
All there is now is to write what i want to say... I guess im kind of lost for words.

So, i just watched one of the concerts of SM TOWN 2008. Pretty interesting especially when Yunho got a cake thrown in his face by Super Junior and DBSK. XD But on another note, there was much lip synching in it .. What's the use of a concert if the singer isnt even singing i wonder? A let down that was.

Next week and the week after that is going to be a total OVERLOAD. Tons and tons of TESTS AND ASSIGNMENTS, probably even a sac too. Shouldn't stress... Stay calm.. LOL. Thats what i should say to myself everytime a test date is assigned. Probably by the end of VCE, my hair will be completely white. :(

Tiredd and growing old every second i write this very sentence XD
Going to do food tech homework now ~ ~

» Byee

こんばん、みんな〜　

チッミです；）

きょうはさむいじゃないぞして雨をふりません。きょう、九時半にねたい〜　きのう一時五分にねって七時におきました。スリピです！　

２ネイ１のうた（フィレ）はとてもかっこいですね！み、み、み、み、み、み、みごしぺお　

フィレをきってください。　

じゃ〜

Just to let everyone know, Wonbin updated his blog yesterday and if you wanna know what he wrote go soompi. 

Night ;)

こんばん：）

きょう、日本語のクラスにroleplayをしますた。たのしかったです！

きのう、あたしのペンパルのエメルをもらいました。あたしはとても元気でした！＞　。＜

スンヒュンさんはとてもかわいい、かわいい、かわいい、かわいいですね！でもスンヒュンさんよりオンビンくんのほが好きです。

オンビンくん愛してるよ〜〜

じゃーじゃーじゃね！！

Imma host a Chinese transfer...well if they give me one that is :) 50% hoping they wont ==" theres so much work involved in hosting a transfer student, it makes me sort of hope that they won't give me one... WELL STILL I want one!! I wanna take them everywhereeeee - not everywhere literally, DUH! 

Enough about that - wth I think I just saw Taemin shirtless 0.0 in someone's soompi banner that is ;) I'm a bit hypo today, maybe because I ate chocolate again...yes, mayBe~ 

I can't be bothered doing homework ==" stupid homework (love thingy for art) although i did do my maths homework :) without a calculator though since mine ran out :(  

Currently watching the story of Christian, the lion and it's making me cry :'( He's so much like a human being, so loyal and caring; reminds me of Oreo,my own little Christian (my dog). 

Looking forward to tomorrow and next thursday, if anyone has any idea of what i can do with the Chinese transfer student then - TELL ME!! :) 

I wanna goo to the beach~~ 

night ;)

こにちは〜　

チッミです！

きのうおてらへいってともだちをあいました。きのうはおもしろくないです。今ケーキをたべてFTイランドをみます。FT−イのあたらしなメンバはかわいいですね！でも、あたしの一番好きなメンバはオンビンくんです。オンビンくんHWAITING!! 

Yesterday was boring, I went to church the whole day and read an overload of Sherlock Holmes ==" 

I had the weirdest dream...anyway in that dream I was really concerned about my friends safety 0.0 weird!! I was looking for my group (you know who you are) and we're all inside a train when the train stopped at the station, I felt really sad, I looked at my group and tried to convince myself that I'd see them at school the next day, but I still felt uncomfortable even though I've already stepped out of the train so I looked back again.The doors of the train closed and one of my friends, whom I thought didn't come out of the train, came up to me smiling and I felt relieved that at least one of them was with me, we were walking down the stairs of the platform when another one of our friends approached us. We then went to a shop to buy food before being picked up by our parents but i still felt uncomfortable since I realized that my friends who were left on the train lived on the other side of the station and they going the wrong way since they should've gotten off the same station with me; I kept on thinking that they were in danger but then I woke up, so i couldn't continue the dream. 

So a note to all my friends - PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES!

Now I'm looking forward to going to school tomorrow and seeing my friends, well and safe :) 

I'm liking Seunghyun more and more now :) He's really cute! 

(I just hope that he'd stop talking and bringing peoples attention on the fact that he has 2000 antis ==" it's really annoying)  

Gonna draw, night ;)

The prologue of TinMy

はじめまして、あたしたちはチンミです！

これ、友だちとのにっきです。

今日の天気はたいへんです。きのうの天気はたいへんも。

今とてもさむい、でも雪がふりません。ごめんなさい、あたしの日本語はよくないです。すこしな日本語をはなせます、でもともだちは日本語をはんせません。今チョコレトをたべてムセを聞きます。ムセはいいなバンドですね！

Ehhh... anyways I'm tired and I ate about 4 or 5 different chocolates today, which is sort of giving me a headache now, ==" so much for being addicted to it! 

I'm reading the FT Island thread at soompi right now and it's informing me about the release of My first dream and Rock prince concert DVD, which I'm very excited about :) maybe even more than you are ;) 

I might not be Song Seunghyun's biggest fan - who is - but I'm not against him;

though a note to his fans out there (*ahem to all you Seunghyunfied primadonnas) PLEASE CONTINUE TO SUPPORT WONBINNIE!! ;)  

I really need to get a life :) because lately I've been crying at the smallest things ==" like silence; I mean, who the heck cries because of silence?? well the answer to that's me and yes, I am a sad sad person :( 

I have also found one of the most pessimistic words in the English vocabulary , that is, 'replacement/replace' 

Dictionary definition: 

1.substitute for something

2.supplant somebody or something

It's a very useful word but I personally don't think that the use of replace/replacement in a sentence if one's departure is being discussed, is appropriate, why? because it's not an ideal way of discussing someone's arrival and another's departure... personally it makes the said people seem unwanted or disliked. 

I myself, have yet to find a replacement for that word but I am trying, so that when I converse with another person I do not need to describe someone as being replaced or another as being a replacement; if you have already found a more suitable or fit word to fill in the blank, then good for you! 

Let others know that it's more appropriate to use the word replace on objects but not on people we know or especially love and care about.

I think that I've written a bit too much, but one more thing that's annoying me right now is that the 'I's' won't turn themselves into a capital when they need to be ==" - pissing me off.  

Gonna go read Sherlock Holmes, night ~