Decision making and blah cos I'm sad ;)

Ahh, I feel sad tonight.

I don't know why and how I can get this sad so easily, a couple of hours ago I was so happy.

I think that in today's modern world, emotions don't matter much in conversations. Maybe thats why many people suicide because it's easier to express themselves through action than in words. Letting go is best and we should all learn how to do that, I myself am learning but what I'm trying to let go...that I don't know. Yet. Maybe I'll never know.

I don't know what I'm trying to achieve right now and I can't foretell the future neither so I don't know if I'm ever going to achieve it-anything.

I was initially going to say that I'm no longer a primadonna, what a stupid thing to say when I was never one. I hope Seung hyun's happy.

Fake happiness makes me feel sick; I hate it when people smile or talk to me without meaning what they say, they only say it for the sake of saying something.

Looking forward to Friday, Joyce + Julie + Hang - you know I love you ;)

Weekend goes by so fast. X(
Just finished humanities homework about World War I which took forever to do.
Simply wanted to give a heads up that its Day 1 tomorrow.. (:

sick

Sick.

It takes so much energy to do the smallest things when you're sick.

Everyone's so loud; it's annoying.
Annoying but comforting.

Please take care of yourselves.

i'm back!~
After much studying for exams and everything i feel so relaxed now. A new semester is starting too. It feels weird though because we're starting it earlier than usual. New teachers and new subjects too.

Just went to a wedding yesterday for the entire day. It was freezing cold and i had to wear a dress. -_-" it was fun though because of the party poppers. People were drunk too which was really strange since i was sitting at the table surrounded by my cousins and this really is the only major wedding attendance i remember of. The groom's relatives were dancing very strangely. Hard not to look really. But, there was the wedding music and they made fake clouds on the ground when the bride and groom danced. Looked so COOL!!!~ HAHA now i'm blabbing about nonsense.
:)

SS$#$@ =="

OMG ==" JHVJHVHVVUCFGC AHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~ and i thought i was free ==" 

EXAMS!!

Two exams finally over, one more to go~~ 

I'll study hard!! :)