Decision making and blah cos I'm sad ;)

Ahh, I feel sad tonight.

I don't know why and how I can get this sad so easily, a couple of hours ago I was so happy.

I think that in today's modern world, emotions don't matter much in conversations. Maybe thats why many people suicide because it's easier to express themselves through action than in words. Letting go is best and we should all learn how to do that, I myself am learning but what I'm trying to let go...that I don't know. Yet. Maybe I'll never know.

I don't know what I'm trying to achieve right now and I can't foretell the future neither so I don't know if I'm ever going to achieve it-anything.

I was initially going to say that I'm no longer a primadonna, what a stupid thing to say when I was never one. I hope Seung hyun's happy.

Fake happiness makes me feel sick; I hate it when people smile or talk to me without meaning what they say, they only say it for the sake of saying something.

Looking forward to Friday, Joyce + Julie + Hang - you know I love you ;)